i realised.
'm such a spoil brat.
i urge for being oversea has been increasing.
pestering my dad for an oversea trip.
not thinking much.
'm such a selfish person.

'm different .
i wish i can have a lot of stuff.
but my current states doesn't allow me to.
i want to be dress up , to be pretty , to be at the best condition.
who doesn't.
but i carn.
i wanted to be like the rest.
to be at the tip top position.
but i carn.

'm spoil.
wantin these and that .
i realised.
lotsa ppl around me dotes me lots.
tryin their best to get for me .
but yet, 'm such a brat.

went to meet my uncle todae.
i realised , how much i miss him.
not bein able to meet him seems to be bad.
and i realised. how much i had changed.

a year ago ,
i was still muggin really hard for my Os.
worryin whether 'll be able to score.

this is how much i changed.