really enjoyed my work today.
which really made me miss them even more.
especially when the 3 mad women get together
and the madness thingy goin around.


real tired today.
while i was walking back home today.
i looked into the sky
and i realised
the stars r beautiful tonight.
and it has been such a long time that 'm watchin it
long long time.


somehow 'm scared.
really really scared.
i got no idea y
but deep inside
'm scared.
u might say tat 'm thinking too much
but think back.
isn't that reasonable.


u say u will catch me when i fall
u say u will be there for me


seeing everyone r so happy.
'm happy for them too.
especially cl and her dar,
yw and vivi.
but somehow i questioned myself.
did i do anything wrong ?
i dun understand y god wana remove all these from me.
is it bcos he gave me too much of it
and now he wana remove it .
i got no idea.


i guess
tonight
it will be like other nights.
pillow and bolster
clearing up the tears.
=(


i seriously nid some chilling session to clear up my mood!
i nid my kakis .
i nid my darlings.
i nid u.