'm feeling emo now.


i got no idea y there is a sudden hit of saddness on me.
and i hate it .
i wan to dig all the troubles out of the silly brain.


if u no longer cheer me up.
if u no longer hold on to me.
if u no longer try ur best to luff even if the jokes r not funni.
if u no longer..
suddenly ..
'm scare..
'm afraid..
tat u might abandon me.
suddenly
i hate to cry alone.


i hate myself for being a watertap..
for cryin so easily..
i hate..