and me
being paranoid.


end the call 1st.
hang up his call..


'm totally pmsing.
the level of confident
in myself
is dropping..
i got no idea what's happenin to me.
i guess
i nid some kind of encouragement.


somehow..
'm bcuming more and more blurr.
and that's really bad.
violent ..
m i ..
not being understandin enuff.
wat a great gf i m .
=(


i nid some sense of accomplishment.


and now .
i felt distant .
from myself..


sidenote: i nid some encouragement for myself.