aft 2 days of working,
'm too dead to do anything now. :x

last day at mm ytd.
weirdly,
i dun feel any sadness at all.
perhaps that's too much of those nuisance/nonsense which turn marilyn into a emotionless person. bad.

mm made marilyn forgotten what is called smile from heart.
mm made marilyn lost too much.
mm turn marilyn into just a work-person without any feels for anyone.
mm made me lost too much.
those that money cannot even retrieve it.
:(
too much of those.
yet,
mm let marilyn know both her besties :)
mm let marilyn know so many kakis.
mm turn marilyn into a homey person.
this is what i called lifetime .

too much of emoing.
and i shall packed those feeling for mm,
into the space called memory.

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LDR is hard.
and maintaining it needs lot of encouragement.

and she's kinda tired..
emotionally hurt really.
but yet,
marilyn loses all her friends,
bcos she mistaken that lover is meant for lifetime instead of friends :(
and now is too late for her to understand all these.
cos she left with too lil, barely a handful so called friends around her :(
pitiful.