i seriously nid to earn a lot of money ! :(
pls tell me if u got job lobang :)

okies,
this month is a bad month.
A LOT of birthdays is going on.
worst,
all the close ones.
fainted.

- bf's 21st on 23th
- ah he's 24th on 19th
- pretty ayu's 18th on 20th !

:(

big hole on my pocket.

plus,
trip to kl at end march with baby.
'm going to cry really.
am so going to be on budget :(

and i realised something too..

i think my ren yuan very bad.
i always go extra mile for ppl's bday [ like darling said ]
but then when it comes to mine,
it always turn out to be only 2 situation,
one is being forgotten
[ ok, obviously i din receive much smses wishes from friends ]
secondly is always very cha cha
[ no particular extra, super random, and thou is so called my bday, it always turn out me being outcasted :( ]
and on my actual day,
no one did remember except for the 2 sweet sec sch friend of mine.
who spend extra mile of effort dropping by my house on my 19th,
and celebrate my 20th with me when i was being left alone.
you girls know who u r. :)
really thanks a lot.
for always making me smile.
letting know that 'm not forgotten.
sec sch mates i swear
they ARE the best.

and darling was telling me this :
"ღ rosaaaa . WAHAHAHA! I found a JD brush! :X says:
tats y i say don need to go the xtra mile for ppl de "
i understand yet,
'm trying not to but..
i think ppl just take it for granted.
too many times.
even him.. [ cryin face ]
and stil the sec sch mates know me best,
i rather have many individual wishes and presents then a shared one. :X .
lols.
okies.
nvm.
i need to brainwash myself.