stranger   
–noun
1. a person with whom one has had no personal acquaintance

after knowing for a number of years,
'm still a stranger,
not even an acquaintance.

oh,
or perhaps, 'm merely a passerby.
not even to be mentioned as anything more i guess.

:(

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sometimes when u didnt choose to give up,
people gave up on you.
it hurts,
but who knows.

sometimes,
i feel that my existence isnt that impt anymore.